SEATTLE (CBS Seattle) – Freddy E, a popular Seattle-based rapper, died over the weekend in an apparent suicide and shared his final moments over Twitter.

Frederick E. Buhl, 22, tweeted his final moments before dying of a self-inflicted gunshot wound.

Buhl started his final Twitter rant with the cryptic “This day couldn’t get any worse…” and continued with a description of what he was doing.

“This barrel never felt so good next to my dome,” Freddy E tweeted. “It’s cold & I’d rather die than live alone.”

Buhl and rumored girlfriend, rapper Honey Cocaine, whose real name is Sochitla Sal, reportedly broke-up just before Buhl took his life.

However, Sal told MTV that their relationship was not romantic, and the two were “just friends.”

“Blogs are saying that I was his ex-girlfriend and he did what he did because of a failed relationship,” Sal told MTV. “That has nothing to do with anything. I need people to understand that it was just a friendship.”

Before Buhl ended his life, he said, “It’s… all… bad… y’all. *puts finger around trigger,” and “I love you mom. I love you dad. God… please forgive me.”

His final tweet was “I’m sorry.”